Makatarungan talaga si Lord....... Pero bago ko ituloy ang blog, let's bow our heads and say a short prayer para sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo, at mag thank you na rin tayo dahil kahit papaano ay maayos ang lagay natin at ng ating mga pamilya, at ng ating mg bubing ay nakapako pa sa ating bahay...........

Okay, as i was saying, i was waiting for a text from our manager kung bukas ba ang clinic, kasi nga black out sa buong maynila, except for some parts na may ilaw na. Take note, so far ang alam ko e dito sa may San Juan, Katipunan, Tandang Sora, and some parts of manila (take note, maraming exclusive villages sa mga lugar na yan...Issue na to!!!!) Dahil 12 midnight na e wala pa siyang text, I decided na pumasok. Ayawa ko nga pumasok sana kasi kapag may pasok kami pero walang ilaw, ako lang ang magtatrabaho, dahil ang mga management ng patients ko e hindi nangangailangan ng kuryente, natural lighting lang okay. Pero sa awa ni Lord, may ilaw kaya ibig sabihin, pati PT staff mag treat. Yahoo!!!
So eto ako ngayon, hintay lang ng time out kasi la na ko patients. Kailangan umuwi ng 5 kasi malamang mahaba ang pila sa shuttle, kasi walang MRT. ;p

A pucha! I tried to edit my template para may dating pa ng konti yung blog ko, aside from being green, but when i looked at the template editor i was like "what?!" and "alin daw yung dito? they all looked the same to me" I checked out the help chuva pero la rin akong masyodong napala. hehehehehe......

Seven days and counting......

Seven days na lang at kailangan ko nang magseryoso sa buhay ko. Dapat ang mga desisyon ko, trabaho ko, etc ay directed towards the goal na nakadikit sa dingding ko for the past 5 years......
Seven days na lang at kailangan ko na uling i-reasses ang buhay ko at tignan kung meron na ba kong nagawang matino sa buhay ko. Tatanungin ko nanaman ang sarili ko ng question of ther century, "Masaya ka na ba?" dahil soo far, lahat ng desisyon na ginagawa ko e may isang purpose lang, para sumaya ang buhay ko na minsan e feeling ko e isang kotseng walang direksyon. Ganon ako ka-selfish. Imagine for the past 22 years, sarili ko lang ang iniisip ko. AM so bad. Kaya sa mga taong nag iisip na sobra akong bait, nag kakamali kayo. Hahahahahahahah
for the past 22 years, para pa rin akong matandang walang pinagkatandaan. AM still living a slacker lifestyle, na alcohol ang sagot sa lahat, mapa-depression, sleeping problem or boredom.

Seven days na lang at New Year ko na........happy new year Nina!!!!!!!!! (red para happy color ayon sa mga chinese)

Am sooooooo hyyyyppppeeeerrrrrr!!!!! Grabe as in hindi ko maintindihan kung ano tong feeling ko kasi nakainom ako ng isang mug ng super strong black coffee ngayon umaga kaya eto my legs feel like jello hindi naman ako nagpapalpitate napatapang kasi yung kape ko kasi madilim sa kitchen kanina at hindi ko masyado natansya yung dami ng kape na nailagay ko pero alam kong napadami siya kasi pag lagay ko ng spoon sa e nararamdaman ko yung lump ng kape na nailagay ko sa mug kay eto pati blog ko e walang period comma atbp Wuhooooooooooo

Otei. So i attended my cousin's wedding this weekend wherein i got to play the most important role a single girl could ask for, the maid of honor. Honestly, i don't know why my cousin-in-law chose me to be her maid of honor, i mean usually that's the bride's sister, or bestfriend or closest counsin's role. We were not even that close, the bride and i. My cousin and i were close enough, but i didn't think we were that close for him (take note, him. Meaning the groom was my cousin) to consider me as his wife's maid of honor. But any ways, there i was. dressed in pomelo pink gown in which i can hardly breathe in with a yellow cloth attached to my waist like a belt, in three inch high shoes. Don't get me wrong. the dress was pretty, yeppuda. It actually came with a yellow scarf which i didn't use at all, while all of the brides maid wore it, even the matron of honor did. pasaway ako e, bakit ba? Anyways, there i was, wearing a gown, fixing the bride's trail, thinking "why does anyone want to have a gown with a long trail? swear, if ever i do get married, i promise i won't have a gown with a trail" the veil was long too. But the weding was beautiful. Simple lang. The reception was nice too. Sarap ng food, hindi nga lang ako makakain kasi wala pa ngang laman yung tiyan ko e hindi na ko makahinga sa damit ko, kaya gusto ko mang kumain ng madami, di ko nagawa. And of course, what is a wedding without a throwing of the boquet ritual. But instead of throwing the thing, they had this thing wherein there was a piece of paper inside a ballon, and the participants were asked to pop the ballon. the one who has the ballon with that piece of paper was the lucky one. No wonder i didn't reached out for that particular balloon when it was being offered to me. And it was offered tp mw twice, hahahahahhahahahah... Instead, i chose the one without the piece of paper. HEeheheheheheh....
I hope i didn't screw the maid of honor thing. I still have three weddings to go to (like my other cousin's weddings. Who knows, maybe i'm close to their wife to be for them to consider me again as their maid of honor).

I am in need of booze. So bad. Yun kasi yung version ko ng lipovitan, red bull, extra joss. Beer. Hell patient is back, at maghahasik nanaman siya ng lagim. Monday pa naman bukas....shucks...Red horse na to!!!!!
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Watch the devil wears prada today. Again. hehe, sinamahan ko best friend ko, gusto daw niya panoorin.Medyo hindi ko type yung ending. It was a dream job but she left it still, for the job that she really wants to do. It's like working at the call center. You work regular 8 hours, wala ka pang work na inuuwi, hindi kailangan mag overtime most of the time (ginagawa lang yun pag cueing - super dami ng calls tipong nakaka 20 ka na e wala ka pang 5 minuto sa upuan mo), the pay is great (hello, yung isang bwan ko sa clinic e kinsehan lang dun), para ka nga lang broken record dahil paulit ulit ng paulit ulit ng paulit ulit yung sasabihin mo, but in essence hindi siya sing physically tiring as oppose sa pagbuhat ng tao. But then you left it for a job na mas gusto mong gawin, less pay, more stress emotionally and physically, na paulit ulit ng paulit ulit ng paulit ulit din ang ginagawa mo. Hay...that movie is so me. Maybe that's why i don't like the ending very much.........